she promised me that she would come back online to talk to me. but its getting closer to midnight, and she still isn't online. i was hoping she could make me feel better, so i could try and get some sleep. its so frustrating to need her like this ( Read more... )

i think i will have to make this entry a really long one. i have so much to say, but i dont know how to say it. i am chock full of so many emotions and feelings, that i need to spill them out. i need to tell her so many things, but she is never around. we are always changing i guess. i have changed in many ways over the years. but some things haven ( Read more... )

"tell me all of your dreams ( Read more... )

- "the hightlight comes when you kiss me ( Read more... )

Catch me, not care ( Read more... )

"I'm wanting to touch you ( Read more... )

it seems to me that all of my so called friends have somewhere to go. i mean annie and kelsey are off on college exploring trips, something that i used to look forward too. but since my mother won't let me go where i want to go, much less apply, i have nothing to look foreward to. everyone has their own agenda, one that is so much better than mine ( Read more... )

Sometimes I really wonder why I even bother at all. I mean people will always be mean, and I know that I shouldn't try to let it get to me at all, but I still do anyway. People can be sooooo cruel. I know I can be sometimes, like to Laura Fisher, but that I can't help. I mean she has caused me sooo mcuh pain over the years, I guess I have to do ( Read more... )

this song by alanis morisette is soo me ( Read more... )

I'm sorry for the person I became ( Read more... )